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| I hate being stuck in the middle...I feel like there is something I could do, but at the same time it would cause even more problems. After all, being the youngest in the situation you would think they would see it too, but of course they don't. I guess whatever is meant to happen will happen. It's just gonna suck until this all calms down. I'm sorry, but I'm not just a person to totally forget about something, or in this case somebody. I had a good feeling about it. | | |
| So, I've been thinking a lot lately about a ton of different things. I never write on this...I think xangas are dumb. But not today, it will be the one thing that won't ask me questions about everything that is going on. When such a long time has passed and you did say goodbye, why is that not enough? The more I think about it the worse it seems, but in a way, it makes me happy. It will always make me happy. I always say that things happen for a reason and most of the time no matter how hard it is to see that it really does always end up being true. But what could the reason be for this? I know right now that it is impossible and other people would end up getting hurt, not me but others. I don't know what would happen to me, it could be the best thing ever and totally change my plans, or it could make me have even more regrets. And although the ones that I have right now would be gone, I don't know if it would be worth it to pick up more that would make me feel even worse. But like I said, it is impossible anyway. I'm starting to believe that if it is supposed to happen it will. I just have to wait. And do all that I can for NOW. If that is gone when the opportunity comes around it will be gone too.
I know this makes absolutely no sense, but it doesn't matter. It does. | | |
| School is fun! I love Stephenville. It will never be Funky Town though!! This past weekend was a blast. Im not real sure what I want to write so I'm just gonna go back to my homework... | | |
| Well, of course since I finally decided that I'm going to rush something had to get in the way. Thankyou Dr. Clifford...Aaargh! So I got an email today from the head of PHP, the honors program and we have a meeting on tuesday september 6th at 6pm. Oh what a coincidence, the exact same time rush starts. Hmmmm...he's not trying to keep us from rushing now is he?!?! And it sucks cause why do girls have to miss rush and guys don't? Guys are tons less responsible. Anyways, I guess theres always spring...or next fall. 
On a happy note, I'm soooo excited about leaving here...I mean I love it but its definately time to get out!!! | | |
| Well, there isn't much to say...at the moment I'm officially bored out of my mind. Not that anybody cares but I'll give y'all a quick update of the last couple of days.
John officially isn't going back to Tarleton with me. Atleast not this semester. Its kinda sad being that we had talked about it since i decided to go there, but no point fretting over it.
I've definately decided that I do want to rush!!!
I picked up my transcript from Heights today and my final ranking was 25 out of 419! (Good enough for me!  )
And, the thing that has made me the most excited of all is that John met someone new who he is going to play with. His names Jordan Mycoskie and he graduated from SMU. He already has two CDs out and hes incredibly talented. He has an amazing voice, writes all his own songs and is the nicest person I've met in a really long time. Most importantly, he and john get along really well and they sound wonderful playing together. Everybody should check out his website. What harm could it do???
http://www.jordanmycoskie.com
Only 5 more days!!! | | |
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